Posted by Sweet Pea
today's rough. it hasn't been like this for a good while. i just don't know if any of my decisions or feelings are right. sometimes it just seems hard to breathe - i don't mean like i feel like dying, just everyone seems to be coming at you from all around and saying your ideas and decisions aren't right. but i guess since i don't even know from day to day what i really want & how to go about getting it then i shouldn't be talking. :( today is not my day.
