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All Done With My Ad Module! Yay! (Indecisive Girl Star) (archive)

 Posted by Sweet Pea

all done with my f&a; ad module! yay! got an a! mom took me grocery shopping last night - that was awesome...so much food. however, the 4 or 5 loads of laundry i took home were ridiculous.

Lovely Ladies! (Indecisive Girl Star) (archive)

 Posted by Sweet Pea

okay. had a lvoely time with the sisters of alpha gam..not all but the few i was with. i'm so lucky to have the chance to become part of these lovely ladies! this week was / is a whirlwind

I Was Elected Pledge Class Ritual Chair (Indecisive Girl Star) (archive)

 Posted by Sweet Pea

sick. so ug. but cool that i was elected pledge class ritual chair.

What a Good Weekend! (Indecisive Girl Star) (archive)

 Posted by Sweet Pea

what a good weekend! friday i dropped physics & picked up a module. because i finally got my nerve together to talk to my advisor about dropping my g-pt. so that was all done...the apt was clean & shiny. so we had the party. it was a success...i've heard that a lot and i mean i had fun so yeah. tapped a keg & consumed plenty of liquor. wow. and danced all night. however, the apt looks like hell. all the trash has been picked up at this point & we swept. BUT the floor is so incredibly sticky...it's foul. so yesterday was a total hangover sleep day. CRAZY stuff. beth's friends were all nice...and pretty cute on some of their selves. got a kiss on friday. someone stole a whole bottle of rum though damn it. last night those staying in ordered from mojo's that was very tasty (the gobbler). later dropped by village for coffee. then went out with my big to an akl party, where everyone seemed to have heard about the night befores party & yeah. and they kept saying i knew everyone not true. saw my little crush, darn it - wish i didn't have that. got a cute v-day present from my big too! a picture of us framed & candy & a card. she's the best. okay back to homework...today's all sorority & homework day. yikes. bye bye

Okay Sweet. I’m Much Better (Indecisive Girl Star) (archive)

 Posted by Sweet Pea

okay sweet. i'm much better...i'm not sure exactly what was going on with my mood there....but yeah still say last week it was hard to breathe. shyte yes i do remember...it's all coming back to me now. my aunt died. physics was freaking me out...i decided to drop my g-physical therapy thing & that course. i found out that i'm having to go to a deposition for the accident that occurred like 2 years ago...and they're subpoenaing my friend for it too. that all still sucks. oh well aunt's out of pain...and i'm headed toward psych & more dance classes i suppose. i like those at least. i had a fun weekend & i just know i have the best big sister. :) she took me to dinner, takes me to all the parties makin' sure i have fun, made a cute notebooks, gives me gifts & is just awesome. i got lucky...not everyone is as lucky. this weekend was cool...saw all my old boys... good old matt and all the others except kenny. hehe. but yeah no depth. just filling in

Not Good. Not Healthy. (Indecisive Girl Star) (archive)

 Posted by Sweet Pea

not good. not healthy. bah humbug day.

intoxication
despiration
complication
somebody help me now
i don't want responsibility
buti have to growup
make decisions
choose
momentarily forgetting is possible
no one expects a responsible, mature,
intelligent, fully capable drunk.

I Want Guster’s Webpage Back! (Indecisive Girl Star) (archive)

 Posted by Sweet Pea

i want guster's webpage back...

Today’s Rough (Indecisive Girl Star) (archive)

 Posted by Sweet Pea

today's rough. it hasn't been like this for a good while. i just don't know if any of my decisions or feelings are right. sometimes it just seems hard to breathe - i don't mean like i feel like dying, just everyone seems to be coming at you from all around and saying your ideas and decisions aren't right. but i guess since i don't even know from day to day what i really want & how to go about getting it then i shouldn't be talking. :( today is not my day.

Welcome (Indecisive Girl Star) (archive)

Posted by Sweet Pea

this is full of my rants & raves about whatever is currently going on while i fumble through things...done in a "psychobabble format" and sans proper grammar etc. of course it's all opinionated & biased. so sorry if it offends anyone, if so then well don't read. hopefully it be more like something someone can read and relate to. and that's cool because it always feels good when someone & you relate or at least i think so. if you have commentary